Location: MICHIGAN, United States

Thank you for stopping by. It's my hope you find glimpses of my Savior interwoven thru my writings. I am the wife to one husband for over 25 years, a blessed mama to a dozen children, yes each born from me ~ two of which see Jesus face to face & ten at home, all of us yearning to see Jesus someday. We have been home educating for over 18 years with . . . well, another 15 years to go (the youngest is 3, the oldest 23!) I have walked through rejection, to continually learning I am CALLED, LOVED and forever KEPT by God - never, ever to be rejected by Jesus! (Jude 1:1) I've walked through deep sorrow to find that joy does come again, though the night may be long; I've witnessed God orchestrating miracles with my children still beyond my comprehension, & I am seeing new love forming as we begin a new road of older children finding life mates. My life has and is a journey, from the deepest, almost rock bottom pit, to stumbling through my faith and looking towards the ultimate climax of everlasting life in heaven. Will you be joining me here and there? ~ Loni

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Two Steps Forward - 10 steps back

Yesterday, and the few days before seemed good. Today was a low one - and I can't even put my finger on it all. I see the spark especially out of Norm's eyes today. It's lonely sometimes with this grieving process cuz so few understand what we are going through. It's almost like we are now "on our own" and we have to continue through this fog that comes and goes. I know God is with us, but my faith sure shrinks at times, when we continue this road, and the why's, etc. Sometimes the sun shines through more, but the next day the cloud hangs over our home. There's so much that needs to be accomplished, just with "everyday" stuff, and it's very hard at times for Norm & I to be motivated. The remodeling has a ways to go, and I know Norm is just so tired of it. I probably should not write much more as my emotions have been so up & down today.

One thing that I know is of concern to Norm right now, is this information he had read, and I would suggest that the husbands/men read it first, as it can really cause emotional turmoil for us moms. It is regarding the "expected" terrorist attacks.

FROM JOSEPH FARAH'S G2 BULLETIN - Al-Qaida nukes already in U.S